I've been singing Blvd of Broken Dreams alot lately. I'm not trying to be a poser, I just think the song appiles to me somewhat, because even though I have friends at school (which remind is an hour from here) I don't have any around here in Lynn, maybe it's just becuase I can't connect with them because their NTs (neurotypicals) and I don't really have anyone to connect to.

Also, Josh is pissed at me bit becuase I kinda suggested that she should break-up if she wants too. I knew he was going to be upset so I was still afraid. But, becuase of that... fuck trying to help anyone with personal problems anymore... just fuck it... I don't give a god damn flying fuck about it anymore. If you want help from me, too bad.. go screw yourself... hard...in the ass... with a spiked metal dildo... through a gloryhole...

But, I feel bad for Josh and I'm kinda pissed at Jamie somewhat becuase she's a bitch to me... but also.. I'm kinda pissed when everyone gives me misleading info which casues me to make bad decisions!!! But sometimes, I don't who to trust... everything is fucked... so if your gonna tell me something secret and might hurt someone.... BACKUP YOUR FUCKING FACTS BITCH UNLESS YOU WANT A FUCKING BITCHSLAP UPSIDE YOUR HEAD!

God... I hate people sometimes... I felt like speaking to nobody after that happened.

But... still... I dunno. I just don't really fucking know...

People suck sometimes...