You know this sucks. Everyone around me either has a boyfriend or a girlfriend. I just feel lonely. Yeah, I not lonely when it comes to friends but I feel lonely and left out when it comes to love. I just wish I meet a girl who likes for what I am on the inside and get to know me better. I could try Jessica again... but I'll doubt it will work and I'm most likely never seeing her again. She's not returning to the camp site. Maybe I'm rushing things... maybe it's becuase Willow Hill is what dad calls "a small pond." Maybe it's because I'm shy. Maybe it's because I'm anti-social. Maybe it's becuase....well I dunno.

I just don't know....