Wow. Everything is fucked up right now... I just cant take it... it's driving me fucking mad.... I don't who the hell my friends are as this time... this is like a fucking war... a war of words... I don't what side to choose... to me... I feel like the man in the middle. I just cryed a few mintues ago... I just don't know and I don't give a fuck. I'm being influenced... why.. I might be wrong.. myabe I'm being biased... I don't know... It's my mind and it's all fucked... I don't know... maybe I'm the one who fucked up... I just don't care anymore... I shoulda stayed anti-social... I just knew I should have... everything...... is........ fucked.......up.........beyond.........the point of no return..... I hate having PDD-NOS sometimes... becuase I have no social skills and no self-esteem.